Hello Good People!
Thanks for visiting. This is my first post, so I thought I'd briefly explain what this blog is all about...
I've never been much of a talker. Unlike some, it seems I wasn't born with the innate knowledge of how to share myself and make real connections with others, excepting a dear few. This has earned me several labels over the years: "shy," "quiet," "thoughtful," "uptight," "boring," "antisocial," "independent," "loner," "strong," etc. It was even suggested at one time that I simply didn't like people. (Harsh...) All of these were probably true at some point, at least a little. But none were as true as this: I am guarded. Fear -- not wisdom, meanness, or tactical self-preservation -- has always been the primary motivator behind my decisions to keep my lips sealed. I actually love people... I guess I just was never sure whether people would love me back, if they knew all that there was to know.
I don't think I want to be guarded anymore. Although I'm thankful for the years that my introverted side has had to stretch and develop, I think Life is trying to balance out my yin nature with a bit more yang. I'm ready.
For me, the decision to blog was a sort of self-prescribed therapy. Part of my personal expansion; an opening up to the world. Here you will find my experiences, opinions, interests and inspirations laid out as raw as possible, in many different forms. Feel free to comment, pose questions, drop love or whatever. I'd love to hear from you.
Here we go...
Love and peace,
Carmen
2 comments:
welcome sis! i'm so excited about you opening up, sharing your wisdom, and depicting to all of us (your supporters) just how REAL life is. transparency is only a small key that opens the gates to a mighty transcendance. i am blessed by your essence and your words. LOVE!
Carmen Renee, I felt every word to my very core. You effectively told MY story. I feel like we are soul sisters. We have more in common than you know. The difference is you are ready and I am not. The truth is I haven't learned or even allowed myself not to be guarded. The truth is I'm wrapped up in my fears... they have kept me warm at night for a long time. But I'm currently blanketing myself in joy with the hopes that one day my joy will replace my fears and I will be free. I have a sneaky suspicion that your "self prescribed therapy" will be a much needed dose of therapy for your readers, as well. Thank you.
much love and many blessings...
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